Steps forward;

#055

2009-06-10T07:49:00.001-07:00

KK010002
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

i like this.

still happy, btw. c:

#054

2009-06-08T18:58:00.001-07:00

KK010001
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

for the first time in four months, i am happy.
this is largly due to Margaret for teaching me how to trust,a nd for seth, for being an attractive, nice guy.

thank you, guys.

#053

2009-03-17T13:14:00.001-07:00

whats in your head?
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

life's been busy, i'm sorry.
today sucked, just let me tell you that. in fact, everyday since Saturday has just gotten worse and worse. i'd go into detail, but what it basically amounts to is: i feel used for just a silly little hook up, and have had no confirmation since it. i'm feeling worthless, and rejected, and lacking. i can't get any motivation for anything.
god, i really need something.

#052

2009-02-25T14:56:00.001-08:00

KK010088
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

hey, fuck you buddy. i'm sick of your shit.

#051

2009-02-25T14:55:00.001-08:00

:l
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

it's a heart, or a broken heart, depending on how you feel.

but it is a heart, so fuck you.

i'm going to go crawl up somewhere.
merry christmas. :l

#050

2009-02-23T20:48:00.001-08:00

skull.
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

i hate this.

#049

2009-02-22T20:38:00.001-08:00

KK010006
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

You told me once i made you smile
we both know damn well i didn't.
I'm not much of a jester
but I'd test poison food for you, your majesty.

i wonder if she talks about me, as much as i talk about her.

#048

2009-02-21T19:06:00.001-08:00

scribble.
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

When they come for me, I'll be sitting at my desk
With a gun in my hand, wearing a bulletproof vest singing
"My, my, my, how the time does fly, when you know you're going to die
By the end of the night." And say "hey".

#047

2009-02-21T19:03:00.001-08:00

KK010040
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

So tell me what you think of this one
Tell me what you think of this gun

#046

2009-02-21T18:58:00.001-08:00

facelesswords.
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

So now I'm forging ahead past all the plutocrats who sold me out.
Go sob in your bed. If life is twice as pretty once your dead then send me a card.
I'm still the optimist though it is hard when all you want to be is in a dream.

#045

2009-02-21T18:54:00.001-08:00

KK010013
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

they all just laughed and said
that boy, he,
that boys go woe.
woe.
he lives with woe.

#044

2009-02-21T18:52:00.001-08:00

KK010074
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

i'm trying to make up for lost time,
but that's really hard
when all your life's been wasted.

#043

2009-02-21T18:50:00.001-08:00

KK010086
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

fml.

#042

2009-02-21T18:35:00.001-08:00

KK010109
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

simplicity.

#041

2009-02-16T15:26:00.001-08:00

KK010019
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

today blew.

#040

2009-02-14T16:14:00.001-08:00

KK010022
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

Don't let the prettyness get to you, the place where i took this picture looked like something out of RE:5.

#039

2009-02-14T11:45:00.001-08:00

flower.
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

this little flower was all alone in my lawn.
poor bb.

#038

2009-02-14T11:43:00.001-08:00

KK010009
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

I saw this video on post secrets. and some of them moved me.
I can't mail in any secrets, so i'm just going to put mine here.
I don't care. i want you to know.

I'm tired of being alone.
I wish i was a boy.
I used to cross dress as a boy, and play with pony's
I used to cut myself, because of how much i hated my body.
(note: coudnt update, flickr wouldnt work. sorry for slipping. ve been really sick and lethargic these days.

#037

2009-02-07T09:02:00.001-08:00

red.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

done on the correct day.
Inspired by Briana's vintage photography.

#036

2009-02-07T09:01:00.001-08:00

leaves.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Done on 2/7/09 instead of 2/6/08
i'm lazy.
sue me.

#035

2009-02-05T20:07:00.001-08:00

frozone,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

the grass was frozen. wtfwtf.
also;

So, there was a fight in the biology class next to ours today. Mr. knox went over there to help out. While he was gone Chris was like "We should start a fight over here."
And, i was like "Hey, Jackie, let me punch you in the face again" all cocky like.
Everyone laughed. Except her. pfff, bitch has no sense of humor.
Omar was like, "you punched her in the face?"
i was like "hehehehee, yeahh. good times."
you can't get much more awesome than that.

#034

2009-02-04T21:09:00.001-08:00

Photo 16,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

I stayed home today. My head was killing me all of today, except at random intervols. This was one of them. I watched hamlet 2, and this ws that "Rock Me Sexy Jesus" did to me.
I'm running on a few hours of sleep, and 8 Tylenol.
If my headaches persist, i'm going to have to go to the doctor.

#033

2009-02-03T20:12:00.001-08:00

shitty.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Self explanatory.

#032

2009-02-02T16:00:00.001-08:00

blue.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Today sucked. My teacher yelled at me for not knowing that the fuck a thesis was. I almost cried, cause i was so pissed off. But I didn't.
i've always been the kind of kid who'd rather smile than cry.
Hopefully, tomorrow will be better.

#031

2009-02-01T20:56:00.001-08:00

death.sentence.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

One day, they'll make a drink with nicotine in it. that way you don't have to stop 'smoking' to drink.

#030

2009-01-31T15:33:00.001-08:00

KK010009,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

cams opinion on photos is the only one i respect.

and shit i gtg.

#029

2009-01-30T15:56:00.001-08:00

what.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

what the fuck do you want from me?
this is how i've been feeling all week. this week was so fucking long. I was like ripping out my hair. (In fact, i tried to get a picture of me doing that, it didn't work out. So i just set the auto timed and looked at my camera with how i've been feeling all this week.)
I've had 7 essays this week, one test i bombed fer sure. and extreme copying.
My test pissed me off. It was in Algebra 2, and like, it was on all this complicated shit. My teacher wasn't even there for a fucking week, and i didn't get shit all of it. I just drew a dinosaur, like i usually do when i can't do well on a test. I did it last week, also when my teacher wasn't there. (Though, that time i drew godzilla.)
I want it back, so i can take a picture of it.

#028

2009-01-29T17:24:00.001-08:00

myface.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

I got a box of stuff from my dad, form his trip to Japan.
this was just to show the shirt i got, but i ended up liking it because that expression is so perfectly me. the real, unabridged, unapologetic, truthful me.
it deserves something.

#027

2009-01-29T17:22:00.001-08:00

whore.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

whore shorts.

updated a day late, sorry.
i was busy yesterday, doing nothing.
had to bed over to an extreme angle to get this shot.
still not very happy with it.

#026

2009-01-27T20:42:00.001-08:00

KK010002,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

question everything.
Everything?
Yes, everything.
Why?
you're getting the hang of it.
Am i?

#025

2009-01-26T16:45:00.001-08:00

KK010001,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

fire is so better than the wheel.

but the wheel does have its uses.

#024

2009-01-25T16:56:00.001-08:00

fingers.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

i am beautiful, i am beautiful.

#023

2009-01-24T19:10:00.001-08:00

bang,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

bang.
you're dead.

#022

2009-01-23T14:13:00.001-08:00

shoes,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

because i'm unoriginal. and i like taking off my shoes

#021

2009-01-22T16:00:00.001-08:00

gorge wrist,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

My right wrist/ arm.

I had to lay my face on the keyboard to get this.
and look through my LEFT eye.

Recent obsession with smoking is horrible, but i really want to start smoking something. Ciggs or weed.
Maybe i could roll up some catnip and smoke it.
hopefully i wouldn't get cancer.

#020

2009-01-21T16:22:00.001-08:00

#020,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

russian gypsy cards.
i swear by these things.

#019

2009-01-20T16:47:00.001-08:00

gorgeous,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Gorgeous.

Because you are. And you should be reminded of it every day.

#018

2009-01-19T16:51:00.001-08:00

cobblestones.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

i love her.

#017

2009-01-18T19:15:00.001-08:00

mydeckthing,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

I did not step out of my house today.

#016

2009-01-17T16:28:00.001-08:00

strings2,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

This is a picture of my bass. From the ground up. I spent the whole day with tomtom, and i left my camera at home.

#015

2009-01-16T16:06:00.001-08:00

smoke,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Finally, after two weeks, i got someone to smoke for me. God, i love lane. we had a blast, even if we lost feelings in our fingers.

#014

2009-01-15T14:31:00.001-08:00

another lov3,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

This one is right out side of stardust.
It's another LOV3.
But this time with a poster of uncle sam wanting you to take a bong hit for amerika.

#013

2009-01-14T13:42:00.001-08:00

sellennnn',
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Seth an ellen. These two kids just had their 8 month anniversary yesterday. That's pretty amazing for two highschoolers. We don't think much of it, but it's really astounding.
These two kids are always together, so much that we've just decided to call them "Sellen."
I know a lot of highschool relationships don't make it, but i think this one has a chance.

please note; the day after this was posted, they broke up.

#012

2009-01-13T15:20:00.001-08:00

3M!LY,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

She was having a staring contest with Martin.
She won.
No one can stare at her eyes for more than a few seconds, or else they lose their sanity.
It sounds like a bad sci-fi movie, but it's true. No one can handle looking at something that intense and beautiful for long.

#011

2009-01-12T16:21:00.001-08:00

Eaxms
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

Exams.

fuck them, man.

#010

2009-01-11T15:16:00.001-08:00

'Fat kid sits down'
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

I did a lot to get this shot. I jumped out of a car. i ran back a block. And I talked to a complete stranger. He was nice though. And was like, "What are you going to call it? Fat kid sits down?"
Strangers can be kind, and not insane. That's why i never understood the "don't talk to strangers." lesson when i was younger. If i don't talk to strangers, then how am i going to make friends?

#009

2009-01-10T15:50:00.001-08:00

Nothing and nowhere
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

This is a shot of the back yard tree of my childhood home. I snuck back to get it.
Once, when i was little little, like, first/second grade, i climbed up this tree. (there's a fence below, but you can't see it, also there were more, lower branches.) I called it my thinking spot. I would climb up there and listen to my one Cd, (linkin park) and think.
Then i fell down and almost broke my arm. I never went back up it.

#008

2009-01-09T15:08:00.001-08:00

Sunflowerz
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

I admire these flowers. They start out tiny and small, just like we all do. But they don't stay that way. No, they tilt their heads up and aim for the stars.They need a lot of help along the way, though. Someone to keep them straight, and keep them looking towards towards the sun.
Some of them keep on aiming high, not stopping until they get there. Others get tired, and they just need a rest.
Flowers need to sit down too.

#007

2009-01-08T14:52:00.001-08:00

Table
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

Ninas front yard.
Everything is big when you're looking up at it. Get on level with it, things become easier that way.

#006

2009-01-07T14:01:00.001-08:00

red
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

I absolutely love these vw buses. One day i will own one. One day me and ellen will travel around in one. One day. When i have money.

#005

2009-01-06T14:14:00.001-08:00

drifting
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

First period has this effect on everyone. No one else looks as good doing it as she does.

#004

2009-01-05T14:03:00.001-08:00

LOV3
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

I've been by this wall many a times, and this love graffiti is new. I've passed by it twice with out my camera to take a shot. So, when i got pulled out of school today for Siggys dads after party funeral, thing, i begged my mom to take my by L O V 3. She did, and i got this shot. I got others that i like, but this one came out the best, with the teal.
This was right across the street from where I had my first art show, a year ago.

#003

2009-01-04T15:22:00.001-08:00

heartbench
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

I don't know when my neighbors got this bench. Maybe they've always had it, and i've just never noticed it until a month ago? Hmm.
I've wanted to take a picture of this bench for a long time, (As long a i've noticed it.) and i have, but they never came out good. I tried taking pictures of it ad ground level, on both sides, in front and behind, I've even climbed their tree and taken pictures of it from there. But, none were up to my standards of good. So, determined, i got down on my ass and back, in the dirt and grass to take a picture. And viola, here we are.
I guess it just goes to show you that sometimes, you have to get right down next to something to understand it. (or, er, get a good shot of it.)

#002

2009-01-03T10:46:00.001-08:00

KK010006
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

I went to the mall today. We went for Gap, since i have 200$ to spend there. We ended up not getting anything there, and on the way out, i snapped this photo.
It's about the only thing i can afford now a days.

#001

2009-01-02T20:55:00.001-08:00

KK010279
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

I was on a plane ride from Memphis to Orlando, finally going home. As soon as we go up we went through a layer of clouds and came upon this beautiful sight. We still weren't high enough for them to announce for electronics to be turned on. I didn't care. I'm alive aren't I? I snapped this on my cameras Sunset setting. I love the preset settings. I usually end up having my f/ to large or small and messing up a beautiful shot. I'm working on that, though.