#055

KK010002
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

i like this.

still happy, btw. c:

#054

KK010001
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

for the first time in four months, i am happy.
this is largly due to Margaret for teaching me how to trust,a nd for seth, for being an attractive, nice guy.

thank you, guys.

#053

whats in your head?
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

life's been busy, i'm sorry.
today sucked, just let me tell you that. in fact, everyday since Saturday has just gotten worse and worse. i'd go into detail, but what it basically amounts to is: i feel used for just a silly little hook up, and have had no confirmation since it. i'm feeling worthless, and rejected, and lacking. i can't get any motivation for anything.
god, i really need something.

#052

KK010088
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

hey, fuck you buddy. i'm sick of your shit.

#051

:l
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

it's a heart, or a broken heart, depending on how you feel.


but it is a heart, so fuck you.

i'm going to go crawl up somewhere.
merry christmas. :l

#050

skull.
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

i hate this.

#049

KK010006
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

You told me once i made you smile
we both know damn well i didn't.
I'm not much of a jester
but I'd test poison food for you, your majesty.


i wonder if she talks about me, as much as i talk about her.

#048

scribble.
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

When they come for me, I'll be sitting at my desk
With a gun in my hand, wearing a bulletproof vest singing
"My, my, my, how the time does fly, when you know you're going to die
By the end of the night." And say "hey".

#047

KK010040
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

So tell me what you think of this one
Tell me what you think of this gun

#046

facelesswords.
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

So now I'm forging ahead past all the plutocrats who sold me out.
Go sob in your bed. If life is twice as pretty once your dead then send me a card.
I'm still the optimist though it is hard when all you want to be is in a dream.

#045

KK010013
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

they all just laughed and said
that boy, he,
that boys go woe.
woe.
he lives with woe.

#044

KK010074
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

i'm trying to make up for lost time,
but that's really hard
when all your life's been wasted.

#043

KK010086
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

fml.

#042

KK010109
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

simplicity.

#041

KK010019
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

today blew.

#040

KK010022
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

Don't let the prettyness get to you, the place where i took this picture looked like something out of RE:5.

#039

flower.
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

this little flower was all alone in my lawn.
poor bb.

#038

KK010009
Originally uploaded by gothicpotato

I saw this video on post secrets. and some of them moved me.
I can't mail in any secrets, so i'm just going to put mine here.
I don't care. i want you to know.

I'm tired of being alone.
I wish i was a boy.
I used to cross dress as a boy, and play with pony's
I used to cut myself, because of how much i hated my body.
(note: coudnt update, flickr wouldnt work. sorry for slipping. ve been really sick and lethargic these days.

#037

red.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

done on the correct day.
Inspired by Briana's vintage photography.

#036

leaves.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Done on 2/7/09 instead of 2/6/08
i'm lazy.
sue me.

#035

frozone,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

the grass was frozen. wtfwtf.
also;

So, there was a fight in the biology class next to ours today. Mr. knox went over there to help out. While he was gone Chris was like "We should start a fight over here."
And, i was like "Hey, Jackie, let me punch you in the face again" all cocky like.
Everyone laughed. Except her. pfff, bitch has no sense of humor.
Omar was like, "you punched her in the face?"
i was like "hehehehee, yeahh. good times."
you can't get much more awesome than that.

#034

Photo 16,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

I stayed home today. My head was killing me all of today, except at random intervols. This was one of them. I watched hamlet 2, and this ws that "Rock Me Sexy Jesus" did to me.
I'm running on a few hours of sleep, and 8 Tylenol.
If my headaches persist, i'm going to have to go to the doctor.

#033

shitty.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Self explanatory.

#032

blue.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Today sucked. My teacher yelled at me for not knowing that the fuck a thesis was. I almost cried, cause i was so pissed off. But I didn't.
i've always been the kind of kid who'd rather smile than cry.
Hopefully, tomorrow will be better.

#031

death.sentence.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

One day, they'll make a drink with nicotine in it. that way you don't have to stop 'smoking' to drink.

#030

KK010009,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

cams opinion on photos is the only one i respect.

and shit i gtg.

#029

what.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

what the fuck do you want from me?
this is how i've been feeling all week. this week was so fucking long. I was like ripping out my hair. (In fact, i tried to get a picture of me doing that, it didn't work out. So i just set the auto timed and looked at my camera with how i've been feeling all this week.)
I've had 7 essays this week, one test i bombed fer sure. and extreme copying.
My test pissed me off. It was in Algebra 2, and like, it was on all this complicated shit. My teacher wasn't even there for a fucking week, and i didn't get shit all of it. I just drew a dinosaur, like i usually do when i can't do well on a test. I did it last week, also when my teacher wasn't there. (Though, that time i drew godzilla.)
I want it back, so i can take a picture of it.

#028

myface.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

I got a box of stuff from my dad, form his trip to Japan.
this was just to show the shirt i got, but i ended up liking it because that expression is so perfectly me. the real, unabridged, unapologetic, truthful me.
it deserves something.

#027

whore.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

whore shorts.

updated a day late, sorry.
i was busy yesterday, doing nothing.
had to bed over to an extreme angle to get this shot.
still not very happy with it.

#026

KK010002,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

question everything.
Everything?
Yes, everything.
Why?
you're getting the hang of it.
Am i?

#025

KK010001,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

fire is so better than the wheel.

but the wheel does have its uses.

#024

fingers.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

i am beautiful, i am beautiful.

#023

bang,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

bang.
you're dead.

#022

shoes,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

because i'm unoriginal. and i like taking off my shoes

#021

gorge wrist,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

My right wrist/ arm.

I had to lay my face on the keyboard to get this.
and look through my LEFT eye.

Recent obsession with smoking is horrible, but i really want to start smoking something. Ciggs or weed.
Maybe i could roll up some catnip and smoke it.
hopefully i wouldn't get cancer.

#020

#020,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

russian gypsy cards.
i swear by these things.

#019

gorgeous,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Gorgeous.

Because you are. And you should be reminded of it every day.

#018

cobblestones.,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

i love her.

#017

mydeckthing,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

I did not step out of my house today.

#016

strings2,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

This is a picture of my bass. From the ground up. I spent the whole day with tomtom, and i left my camera at home.

#015

smoke,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Finally, after two weeks, i got someone to smoke for me. God, i love lane. we had a blast, even if we lost feelings in our fingers.

#014

another lov3,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

This one is right out side of stardust.
It's another LOV3.
But this time with a poster of uncle sam wanting you to take a bong hit for amerika.

#013

sellennnn',
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

Seth an ellen. These two kids just had their 8 month anniversary yesterday. That's pretty amazing for two highschoolers. We don't think much of it, but it's really astounding.
These two kids are always together, so much that we've just decided to call them "Sellen."
I know a lot of highschool relationships don't make it, but i think this one has a chance.

please note; the day after this was posted, they broke up.

#012

3M!LY,
originally uploaded by gothicpotato.

She was having a staring contest with Martin.
She won.
No one can stare at her eyes for more than a few seconds, or else they lose their sanity.
It sounds like a bad sci-fi movie, but it's true. No one can handle looking at something that intense and beautiful for long.

#011

Eaxms
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

Exams.

fuck them, man.

#010

'Fat kid sits down'
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

I did a lot to get this shot. I jumped out of a car. i ran back a block. And I talked to a complete stranger. He was nice though. And was like, "What are you going to call it? Fat kid sits down?"
Strangers can be kind, and not insane. That's why i never understood the "don't talk to strangers." lesson when i was younger. If i don't talk to strangers, then how am i going to make friends?

#009

Nothing and nowhere
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

This is a shot of the back yard tree of my childhood home. I snuck back to get it.
Once, when i was little little, like, first/second grade, i climbed up this tree. (there's a fence below, but you can't see it, also there were more, lower branches.) I called it my thinking spot. I would climb up there and listen to my one Cd, (linkin park) and think.
Then i fell down and almost broke my arm. I never went back up it.

#008

Sunflowerz
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

I admire these flowers. They start out tiny and small, just like we all do. But they don't stay that way. No, they tilt their heads up and aim for the stars.They need a lot of help along the way, though. Someone to keep them straight, and keep them looking towards towards the sun.
Some of them keep on aiming high, not stopping until they get there. Others get tired, and they just need a rest.
Flowers need to sit down too.

#007

Table
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

Ninas front yard.
Everything is big when you're looking up at it. Get on level with it, things become easier that way.

#006

red
Originally uploaded by karsonkaylee

I absolutely love these vw buses. One day i will own one. One day me and ellen will travel around in one. One day. When i have money.